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Wednesday, 11 March 2009

  • Im baaaack

    Merry Meet!

    So Im finally back, it's been a long time. I have been so very busy but I think now I can manage to hold up a blog. I have been currently writing in another blog on blogger.com. So that's where a lot of things went, but the problem with blogger is that you can't really get your blog out anywhere, it kind of sits there and flounders for a while. Anywaaaays...

    I have been having hard times, to be honest I was very sick for a while and then was just cut off from being spiritual for a long time, I had no where to do ritual and I was also very negative, or sick, so ritual was out of the question anyways. Then I was taking it out on my boyfriend Nick. And add another side of guilt.

    I was recently very angry and full of negative energy, but it dawned on me one night that maybe it was how I wasn't being productive or anything my life, I stopped everything for about 2 months. No rituals, no homework, no witchy studies, nothing. Nothing but sleep all day and stay up and not do anything productive all night.

    So I decided to do something about it, I cleaned up my room since it was filled with negative energy, and I felt a lot better, then I started to do homework, and now I'm feeling a lot better, and have been detoxifying my body with Reiki treatments.

    Sooo....

    To catch everyone up:

    So.....I decided to write down my goals in order and ready to do, as well as how I'm going to get there. '

    Main Goal: Be the best person I can be, Witch, herbalist, Reiki Master, ultimatly a Healer.

    Way to get there Goals:

    • Finish up room, shelves up, inspirational things up.
    • Clean up altar
      -Cleanse and consecrate items
      -Rededicate altar tools
      -Clean altar cloth
    • Organize Witchy things! :}
    • Place protection spells on note books, for I concider them my BOS as well
    • Start doing daily meditation
    • Start recording my rants as well as writing them down not only in my BOS, but my Blogger account too.
    • Need to review W&WC for Dummies, and write down important quotes "the rede" and such, as well as things I should do.
    • Study Solitary Witch by S.RW.
    • Study an Herbal book by SC 5 herbs need to know everything about. Then move onto more.
    • Review Buckland's Big blue book
    • Need to study Reiki 102, and review Reiki 101
    • Do yoga daily.
    • Schedual my homework more efficiently. And plan to complete HS on time.

    Currently that's what I've come up with on what I can do for now to help reach my goal, Im sure this list will shrink and grow but I finally am able to set an organized path.

    **On another note**

    My relationships with people are getting better, since I'm using St. John's wort, and working productivily my mood has increased greatly. As well as my happiness.

    Love & Light!

    PS: I you want to know more about what's been going on for the past couple of weeks look at my other blog.

    http://sunshinethewitch.blogspot.com/

Thursday, 25 September 2008

  • Life

    11:50 pm
    So it looks like I will be up late tonight, doing homework of course. I just finished my econ and my mother is helping me finish in math by doing it for me, which is completely out of the norm. When in school I am very independent and a workaholic, not because I prefer to do so, but because it is a necessity. I get so much homework I feel I fail if I do not do it on my own, but since this bladder infection has thus kicked me in my tush I must say "I need help!" I recently realized I don't like needing "help" I guess it just puts my Aquarian sign out there,  "independent" yes at most times I am. I feel I have to take everything on at full throttle to ge tit done, by myself of course. I honestly don't like myself when I'm in school, I change a decent amount, I am no longer as optimistic I'm more negative in fact. My stress level increases, I have less time for relax time(especially now) I have less patients or desire to wait on anyone, I am no longer that free spirit as I was in summer, it saddens me greatly. I miss my long days of doing nothing but studying wicca, magick, witchcraft, talking to my boyfriend, be positve. It's hard on me, but I know it is getting closer and closer to over, Nick has been a great support letting me know to "do" my homework, and that it will be over quickly, my mom and dad as well.
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    2:29 am
    *UPDATE*
    I have now finished my grammar, and my mom has finally finished my math and is onto history, I am onto my final draft of my expository essay, I decided to write it about Wicca, but it's not as easy as I thought it might be, so much information and all. Nick is off with friends and I am droning on with this mundaness, I am getting tired but I am getting there, though I doubt I will make it to my second class tomorrow, lol, with the break in between I might crash. Getting back to work now, I might add on more update.

Monday, 15 September 2008

  • Time

    Well today I woke up at like seven and threw up for no damn reason, then I woke up again at nine and threw up again, out of no where man. So I didn't go to school today, sucky. Anyways I'm almost done with my work tonight and then on to ritual with the full moon, my boyfriend is doing one too, but I'm not sure what kind he is doing, so yeah. Anyways...I'm listening to music "Secondhand seranade"-fall for you. It's pretty good, I enjoy it. I'm so busy this week it's hella crazy, Im going to have all tomorrow to school and probably most of wednesday, ugh. I'm already really tired. On my 4th week of school, already a month in, three months till I'm 18 it's all crazy, and one week until Nick and I will be together 5 months, 6 in october, hopefully we'll do something for the 6 months because it is half a year and in any relationship it's a pretty good amount of time. It's all going by pretty quickly, and now I must get going but I will eventually be back.

Monday, 08 September 2008

  • Love is the strangest thing

    Lately I've been having negativity problems but I'm slowly working out the kinks and knots. Just random out of the blue thoughts have been occuring and this has happened once before, probably due to the amount of time I don't get to spend with my boyfriend alone. We spend a lot of time together just not enough by ourselves. I love hanin out with friends, I honestly really do. I guess I'm just a little tired of it. I don't get to talk to him like a normally do, I don't get to really have a good word in, he gets drunk and whatever else he pleases. It really is fine. Just not all the time. I guess I'm all social/partied out. I have a lot I need to get done, and I want to spend a lot of this getting done with my boyfriend. We have now made it to 4 months been bacn together for an actual month and we are really close. In all honesty I think he is "The one" there is nothing he can do to make me hate him or love him any less, it's a limitless love. We spoken about things lightly about the future and I know we'r eon the same page. I'm glad we are, I just need some time to cuddle, kiss, and hold my love bug ya know?

    Anyways fact is I love the guy.

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    • Name: SunShine
    • Birthday: 1/28/1991
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 6/11/2008

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  • Merry Meet All, I am JorJa. My magickal name is SunShine, there is a history behind that, so if you want to know just ask. My sun sign is Aquarius and my ruling planet is Uranus. I have been Practicing Wicca/Witchcraft for almost a year now, I am certified in Wandmaking, and Wicca for Beginners class. I am working on getting my Certificate in Reiki looking to become a master, as well as possibly becoming an ordained minister to protect my constitutional rights. I am currently working on getting my certificate/degrees in Candle Magick, Herbalism, Wicca 102, Tarot, Kitchen Witchery, and etc. I plan to teach everything I know pretty soon when my boyfriend Nick finds enough people to do so, So if you're interested in a group lesson or private lesson you may contact me here :) or even if you just have a few questions, Or you can Contact me at Talazao@gmail.com if you please. I am also going to be teaching about Magick- Candle Magick, Wand making, & etc

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