So yeah, it's been a while since I posted on my blog so I decided tonight would be perfect, since I have some time and all. Nick and I are going great, but lately I've been insecure, I guess I'm just at that stage right now, I know it will eventually go away and whatnot, but I'm just worried and shit I guess. I mean whenever it gets good something bad happens, as well as everything Nick and I went though, it's been a month since we got back together so I guess I'm just worried I'll have to go through the same thing again, subconsiously I am worried that is. It's hard o be confident all the time, it really is, I mean with confidence there is also optimisim, I guess I've just been weird because it's getting around the time that everything happend, like in timeframe wise, so I'm all worried that he's sick of me and shit, and his two sided thinking always gets me that way too, so I don't know. I know we are fine, he has yet to show any signs so I just need to bring it up I guess, but yeah.
Anywho
I got to see my friend Nora today,whome I haven't seen in 9 months so it was nice seeing her again, and Nick fgot to meet her, though it wasn't as long as I had wished, really.
And off i go
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