Lately I've been having negativity problems but I'm slowly working out the kinks and knots. Just random out of the blue thoughts have been occuring and this has happened once before, probably due to the amount of time I don't get to spend with my boyfriend alone. We spend a lot of time together just not enough by ourselves. I love hanin out with friends, I honestly really do. I guess I'm just a little tired of it. I don't get to talk to him like a normally do, I don't get to really have a good word in, he gets drunk and whatever else he pleases. It really is fine. Just not all the time. I guess I'm all social/partied out. I have a lot I need to get done, and I want to spend a lot of this getting done with my boyfriend. We have now made it to 4 months been bacn together for an actual month and we are really close. In all honesty I think he is "The one" there is nothing he can do to make me hate him or love him any less, it's a limitless love. We spoken about things lightly about the future and I know we'r eon the same page. I'm glad we are, I just need some time to cuddle, kiss, and hold my love bug ya know?
Anyways fact is I love the guy.
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