Wednesday, 11 March 2009
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Im baaaack
Merry Meet!
So Im finally back, it's been a long time. I have been so very busy but I think now I can manage to hold up a blog. I have been currently writing in another blog on blogger.com. So that's where a lot of things went, but the problem with blogger is that you can't really get your blog out anywhere, it kind of sits there and flounders for a while. Anywaaaays...
I have been having hard times, to be honest I was very sick for a while and then was just cut off from being spiritual for a long time, I had no where to do ritual and I was also very negative, or sick, so ritual was out of the question anyways. Then I was taking it out on my boyfriend Nick. And add another side of guilt.
I was recently very angry and full of negative energy, but it dawned on me one night that maybe it was how I wasn't being productive or anything my life, I stopped everything for about 2 months. No rituals, no homework, no witchy studies, nothing. Nothing but sleep all day and stay up and not do anything productive all night.
So I decided to do something about it, I cleaned up my room since it was filled with negative energy, and I felt a lot better, then I started to do homework, and now I'm feeling a lot better, and have been detoxifying my body with Reiki treatments.
Sooo....
To catch everyone up:
So.....I decided to write down my goals in order and ready to do, as well as how I'm going to get there. '
Main Goal: Be the best person I can be, Witch, herbalist, Reiki Master, ultimatly a Healer.Way to get there Goals:
- Finish up room, shelves up, inspirational things up.
- Clean up altar
-Cleanse and consecrate items
-Rededicate altar tools
-Clean altar cloth - Organize Witchy things! :}
- Place protection spells on note books, for I concider them my BOS as well
- Start doing daily meditation
- Start recording my rants as well as writing them down not only in my BOS, but my Blogger account too.
- Need to review W&WC for Dummies, and write down important quotes "the rede" and such, as well as things I should do.
- Study Solitary Witch by S.RW.
- Study an Herbal book by SC 5 herbs need to know everything about. Then move onto more.
- Review Buckland's Big blue book
- Need to study Reiki 102, and review Reiki 101
- Do yoga daily.
- Schedual my homework more efficiently. And plan to complete HS on time.
Currently that's what I've come up with on what I can do for now to help reach my goal, Im sure this list will shrink and grow but I finally am able to set an organized path.
**On another note**
My relationships with people are getting better, since I'm using St. John's wort, and working productivily my mood has increased greatly. As well as my happiness.
Love & Light!
PS: I you want to know more about what's been going on for the past couple of weeks look at my other blog.
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Comments (2)
I've found that sometimes, you don't even know you're frustrated in how things are going in your life, but your subconscious knows and everything else suffers for it. Once you realize you're frustrated though, you still have to figure out how to pull yourself out of your funk. I've been consulting my tarot cards lately for ideas and they say concentrate on my art, which is funny because I've been going out of my way to try find recycle art projects lately. I also asked if I should quit my job or if I would be fired any time soon, no such luck... though it did seem to indicate that my store may close, so I could be laid off. I can deal with that.. hurray for unemployment. lol
But until then, I am more than a little frustrated. Hopefully we can both find a way out of our funk. Looks like you're well on your way.
Merry meet, Sunshine, and blessed be. My name is John and I have recently gotten serious about the Wiccan path and was looking for someone to talk to about it. I thought solitary was the way to go, but that isn't working for me. I see you know much and wish to learn more, Go You! I am moderately studied in blind magic and herbal magic and have some knowledge of green witchcraft, astrology and the qaballah, though I find these a little more complicated than I like. Anyway, message me and tell me if it's ok to blog. Good luck on your to do list and blessed be.